Clueless Inspiration

aduh.. bagaimana ini.. big bang dgn album barunya, 2ne1 dgn album barunya.. hehe.. aritu jejalan jumpa album bigbang dgn tvxq.. well, ingt nk beli.. tpi bila fkir balik.. better download jekan.. jimat. wakakaka..



BIGBANG - Gara Gara Go MV



never ever doubt them.. go GD, go GD.. go TOP..

lagi sedih.. bila dgr daesung, taeyang dgn gg bakal kuar album solo.. what the...
hello... byklah gua nk mendownload pas ni.. (Hantuk kepala kt laptop.)

bigbang rock tonight..



2NE1 - I DON'T CARE



rentak melodi ala-ala nobody nobody but you.. hehe..
hmm.. masih baru so x nk comment apa2 la..hehe.. akan cuba meyukainya.. haha
cover album ala-ala bigbang.. (dh company sama kan.)

huhu.. lala.. nk enjoy lagu ni jap..

hmm.. like this song so much... ^^,
dulo x brapa suka sgt lagu sean kingston..hehe.. sekali tgkap lengtok plak dgn lagu ni....

Hello there... hehe.. tadi gi tgok movie lagi.. cerita Blood - The Last Vampire...

a bit dissapointed laa.. sebab ape.. 3D die kurend skit.. because I belajar grafik.. aspek ni penting tau.. it should be better but.. effect dia x berapa cantik.. sorry to say lah.. anyway, jln cerita ok cume agak pening skit cause dia sekejap ke zman dulu n sekjap zmn sekarg...

pujian diberikan kpada pelakon 'my sassy girl'.. her english is quite impressive..
Gianna Jun or her korean name - Jun Ji-hyun.. hehe..

hari ini pelik sikit... nath ape2 ntah ada keta polis park depan umah.. annoying sunnguh.. baru je nk gi jemur baju.. terus x jadi n kunci balik pintu.. dlm kete tu ada 2 polis.. pastu few minutes later.. dtg lagi 2 polis.. dh la abah xde masa ni... huhu.. takutnya.. mcm buat salah la plak...

rasa syok sgt kt minzy n leader diorg, CL memang best.. walaupun dia nmpk cm hyperactive.. tpi dia x over n baik je..aku suka attitude dia.. kt pentas hyper.. belakang pentas..malu2 kucing.. hahak.. sandara park dh nampak sikit kemajuan dia.. n minzy.. i'm blushed when you pump up your chest.. you're too young to do that girl!

hmm.. banyak giler movie yg masuk kn.. smpi x tau mana satu nk tgok. bila nk tgok yg tu.. org kata x best.. nk tgok yg lain pun org kata x best gak. tpi itu pendapt masing2 kn. kalau nk tgok tgok jelah kn. wtpe kita nk dgr ckp org lain.. kita yg nk tgok..

hari ahad tu gi lah tgok crite terminator: salvation dgn adik.. asalnya memag nk tgok ngan kwn.. ape kelas tgok ngan adik.. (hehe..gurau je caca..) sebab dia merungut hari2 ajak tgok wyg, n sebab kesiankan dia.. kami pun pergilah ke panggung wayng kt giant leisuremall yg perjalanan dia x smapi 5 minit tuh.. punyalah dekat kan cuma malas je...

so.. kitorang yg pergi main terjah je daptlah tiket yg movienya lagi 10 minit nk mula.. masa tu aku memang dh rasa something wrong dgn jantung aku yg telebih pam darah.. xtau lah nape...

dlm panggung tu kami amik seat tepi.. konon2nya nk sound effect lebihlah kan..
hehe.. memang power sound dia.. lagi skit je aku rasa jantung aku nk berkecai.. nyesal sungguh duk situ..

kat depan kami tu adalah 1 family keluarga cina...ada 3 budak kecik.. speaking london, okay...
masa tu kuar iklan transformer..hikhik..tunjuklah pergaduhan antara robot n ada babak robot tu terkam Shea Leboeuf.. memag terujalah iklan tu..abis je iklan tu....

daddy : are you sure you want to watch this movie?
children : NOOO!
girl : mommy.....

haha.. aku ngan adik aku terbahak2 ketawa bagai nk giler.. yelah.. kami pun pelik gak.. sapalah yg bodoh gi wat cite2 yg macm terminator ngan trasnformer tu rate U.. logik ke? aku yg dh besar ni pun gerun je tgok robot2 beraksi melawan hero kesayangku, Christian bale... cewah.. sumenya hero aku.. x boleh blah.. haha..

anyway... keseluruhan cite terminator ni.. memang wa salute abis lah... cayalah wa cakap.. cite ni berjaya walaupun tnpa kemunculan hero kesayangak aku (lagi) iaitu arnold *susahnakeja*...
tpi nasib baik ada arnold versi 3D yg nampak macho dn muda itu.. wakaka.. naked lak tuh.. haiyo!

jalan crita kali ni memang mantap n logik dri yg 3 movie terdahulu.. n ayah john connor masa muda memang hensem giler.. (ayah yg masa kt movie pertama lagi hensem..hihi..aku memang gatal) tpi mana leh lawan christian bale aku yg jauh lagi kacak walaupun attitude kureng skit.. biasalah..dh terkenal demand lah skit kan..haha..

dlm cite ni, john connor bakal jadi bapa dgn ehem2 bini dia yg bernama kate (movie ketiga, dia selamat last2 bersama john connor.) n kate kt terminator 3 lagi lawa dari kate yg kali ini...

cite kali ini juga byak watk tmbhan n watak itu tidak dikembangkan dgn baik terutamanya nenek tua yg berambut putih tu... dh la nama x bgrau smpi akhir cite n last2 dia pun terselamat.. aku n caca bersependapat bahawa nenek itu adalah sarah connor, mak john connor yg kononnya dh mati... caca pun ada ckp nanti ada cite terminator 5.. x sabar aku nk tgok... hehe...

lagi 1 watak adalah budk pempuan kecik bisu yg selau bersama dgn kyle (ayah connor masa muda). dhlah bisu pastu hidup smpi last.. aku cm x puas hatilah cause watak tu x berkembang n kami sebagi penonton x puas hati tgok biodata yg xsempurna tuh.

tapi xpelah.. jalan crite tetap mantap... lagi satu karektor yg aku suka.. adalah watak manusia separuh robot yg dilakonkan oleh sam washington.. memang best.. robot pakai jantung manusia.. best kan?dia asalnya org jahat tpi nasib bek dia ada kesedaran sivik untuk berubah jadi baik bila dihidupkan smula...

hampir2 nk abis cite ni, watak john connor tersusk besi kt jantung dia.. n aku risau kalau dia mati tpi caca kata mesti robot separuh manusia tu bg jantung kat john connor.. n memang adik aku ni bijak.. robot tu sacrifekan diri dia dgn memberi jantung dia pada jogn connor dgn alasan dia dh diberi peluang untuk berubah n dia dh tunaikan so dia nk john connor amik jantung dia.. baik sungguh... huhu...

abis je cite tu.. jantung aku masih berdegup ranck.. aku rasa something wrong... tpi xpelah.. no worries.. maybe jantung aku sihat sgt kot smapi degup camtu..

huhu.. x sbarnya nk tgu esok... cite blood the last vampire kuar... aku dh janji ngan caca nk tgok cite ni.. kami dh tgok kartun dia yg blood+.. kartun dia pun dh best.. mesti movie ni lagi best kan.. can't wait!!!!

P.S~nape kebelangan ni, cerita byk yg berunsur vampirelah, hantu lah.. huhu.. ke aku je yg perasan lebih...?

Can you hear that?
The sound..
Calling out your name..
To play outside..
To enjoy the scenery..
Yet, you stay inside..
Watching TV, chatting and eat..

Can you hear that?
The bird singing..
Telling you how wonderful outside is..
Yet..
You sleep until night..
And wake up to watch football match..

Can you hear that?
Children playing happily outside..
Telling you how happy they were..
Yet, you told them to come inside..

What happen?
Why don't you come outside?
Why you ignore us after you grown up?
Why?

We have known each other since the day we walk together..
To learn how to write, calculate, draw and play..
We enjoy our youth and promise to stick forever..
I admit to you once that you are the one I hate the most..
You admit the same thing..
Because of our serious face..
We judge before we know each other..
But I'm glad we friends..
We learn to accept, either good or bad sides of ours...
And I promise myself..
To always believe in you..
No matter what..

I found love..
We share together..
You're happy for my happiness..
I cherish that..
I told you everything..
You told me I was lucky..
I believe that..

Step by step..
I began to learn..
You..
Have kill the friendship that we held together..
By stole away the love of my life..
I don't want to believe..
But all bad things that i knew about you..
Make me believe the thing that i wish not real..

Now, each path we took..
Might end up the same path..
Yet we pretend as we are stranger..
Ignoring each other..
And by that,
I believe..
You are..
No more my friend..

Love..
The need to be loved..
The need to love..
I cherish it always..
But love leave me behind..
To find some other love..
I wonder if my love never enough..
To call my love back..
Why?
Why?
Love..
Come when we don't need it..
Leave when we want it the most..
Love...
I will cherish it yet I have to let go of it..
For love to find another love..
Love..
I send my last farewell to you..
And walk on my path alone..
To be by myself..
And hope..
From this moment...
LOVE IS THE LAST THING THAT I NEED..

Feels so wrong...
Yet still want to continue..
People always judge it because it was so wrong for it to happen..
Why others don't try to understand?
It me who want it to happen..

It happens so fast, i accept it with all my heart..
Without a doubt..
I believe in everything that happen..
I know it's wrong, yet I still like it..
I know people hate it, but i still love it..

Even when people doubt it, i still believe it..
Even people leave it, i still be there..
To believe, to love and to see that..
Without a doubt, YUNJAE is REAL....

huhu.. i should take a rest from watching videos... getting bored already.. maybe i should sue YouTube for making me addicted to watch more and more videos.. anyway, it's really bored sitting at home.. nothing else to do after doing the 'bibik' job..!

i have this feeling to want to write a story.. i have the storyline already. like i say... i should really really sue YOUTUBE.. for making me lack of time to do something else.. caca also ask me to go and watch the movie and i was like ' later.. later'.. and next week, she'll be staying at the hostel.. for sure i'll be more bored coz nobody to tease.. sob..sob..caca..don't go..!

12days until the ladies day out with mumu and halle..
clothes - still hasn't decide yet.
money? haha..more than enough.. maybe i should 'belanja mereka makan?' huhu.. we'll see about that.. huhu..

yeah, i gained more weight by the way.. abah should really open up restaurant and stop feeding us good food.. huhu.. i want to diet!!! but everyday have to face delicious foods that abah cook, i end up eating double.. haha..

last at not least.. i have this encouragement to want to further my studies overseas in japan.. i don't know why.. i think i should really really work hard if i really want it.. i don't know... half of my heart want it.. half of my heart asked me for what reason i want it? and i ended up saying to myself... 'think properly,ain... do it for yourself.. dont make decision because of something and someone else..'

P.S ~ to my niece/nephew to be.. don't play to much.. let Along rest at night, okey.. love you!

P.S P.S~Winner never Quit! Quiter never Win!

i'm not JOnas Brother's fan.. but i found this quite funny.. so have to be in my list.. haha..

FIRE LIVE





hmm...umbrella 2NE1 version..



finally can hear dara true voice..hehe.. CL? i'm suprise.. (^o^)/ CLAP!! CLAP!!

wuhuu.. this is what i'm talking baout.. we belong together.. Park Bom rocK!!!

The reason why i attracted to DBSK..hehe..
THis is so very long time ago.. at the end of 2005.. very funny.. really rofl.

It's a bout Changmin and Junsu who got lost and save by strange girl and Jaejoong who think that yunho have feeling for him.. the tittle already explain the summary, rite.. it's a very very dangerous love.. haha..

PART 1



PART 2



PART 3



PART 4



LAST

wuuhuu..



okey, sandra park improved a bit... lol

hmm... they need to improve their japanese... and what up with GD's hair.. haha..



katy perry....0_o

haha..the opener is already funny...

i miss you, boy!! (high five)

Rain is falling featuring W-inds(Japanese group)



LIVE version:
(been waiting to hear the live version for months..finally)

Hmm.. i knew CL and Park Bom before they join this group.. CL is a good rapper.. and what i can say is she can rap LIVE.. and Park Bom.. she's a great singer with great powerful voice.. maybe this song didn't show off much of her qualities? i don know.. but when she sang with BIGBANG long time ago, she sound wonderfull back there.. i want to hear that kind of PArk Bom..

Sandara Park? hmm.. i know she's famous in Philiphine.. she's a good atress.. i don't know if she's a good singer too..she's cute BTW.. but i don't like her 2NE1 style cause i know that is not her real self..blaff!! i not an ANTI..k

minzy? she's so YOUNG!! oh, girl.. her rap is so damn FINE.. i like her.. for being herself..

okey, i like CL and Park Bom.. but in 2NE1, i must say i attracted to MINZY and CL.. duo rapper a.k.a TOP and GD. haha..

their debut.. all i can say is they can sing live.. but sandara park still have a long way to go.. (come on, girl.. i want to hear you sing better than this next time, k)

DAMN iT!! i totally focused so much on TVXQ.. i totally forgot about BIGBANG.. sorry TVXQ.. you guys have to make way for my BIGBANG.. they will always be my NUMBER 1..

Omo!!!
To much CF from them.. i'm having heart attack now..mmmuuusssttt ddooowwnnllooaaddd all of THEM!!


DAesung with his chicken commercial!! HAHA.. what a dork!!



2% commercial..

Owh..TOP.. good kisser.. haha..lol


DAesung version on 2%:



Taeyang version:



GD and seungri version: (very sad one)




Feuw!! Lots more..

Wassup with that.. first Boa, then TVXQ and now BIGBANG?!!
Geez, i totally focused so much on TVXQ.. NOw gotta focus back on my BIGBANG!!


hey, hey,.. heaven MV in japanese.. i like korean song version better though..



my baby GD so cute in here.. looks like japanese guy. LOL

HUHU.. I admit.. i jealous with everyone around me.. that's why i easily get myself all fired up and SMACK things down.. is this the teenager~transform~into~grown~up syndrome??
where we don't want to listen to other people's opinion and just want to shut the fuck off them..
OH~YEAH!! i got it.. it's a syndrome and a hormone.. combine them and you got syndmone.. WTF!?
i been counting days and yeah, i realize that it's a time for me to get the hormones week now. i guess that's why i got angry easily.. bla..bla..bla..

next time, i'll make sure to control myself..

P.S~ today i put on face mask like for 15minutes and i feel so FRESH after that..
thanks GARNIER!!

Wierd!
Today i woke up very early.. i suprise myself too.. then do what i have to do as a maid.. sweeping, cleaning, mopping, wash clothes , wash dishes and so on..

anyway, cut the crap.. i got angry again today.. i don't know was up with me.. hello, myself.. wake up! are you on having your hormones day again?
jsut a tiny winy bitty problem make me FIRED UP and jumping on my bed like a crazy girl and looks like a angry monkey who got its food snatched away.. all because of the stupid annoying jealousy of me because of something which is a small matter..

anyway, i watch gol & gincu season 2.. i know.. the show like 2 years ago.. just that i been busy and there's no way i could watch that show.. it's great to watch that anyway..

ANYWAY.. that's all about anger management part II..

Current Mood~ Frustated
Current Song~ Linkin Park- Crawling

TOday, i was mad for no reason.. i don't know what wrong with me. i just loose control and almost want to punch the mirror.. i noticed this a long time ago... if i mad at something, i never let it out.. i kept it and sometimes i will let it out at aother people.. shame of me..

Current mood~ Happy feet
Current Song~ TVXQ - Balloons

hi, i'm back from graduation ceremony. haha... it was fun.. i even slept for a few seconds.. (doh!)
anyway, back to the graduation.. we (abah and i) arrived before 7am. abah then changed his clothes into baju batik in a CAR!! huhu.. then, i wears the high heel.. 1.5 inches only..huhu.. not that high.. then we have to take the bus to go to the hall since UiTM don't let us park near there.. i told abah to hold my camera.. but he don wanna and tell me to kept the camera in the car. so have to went back to the car and left my camera. (sob! sob!) i almost fall down.. huhu..

on the bus, abah can let go off the seat in front of him.,. he said ' hu, scary ride' lol..
i left abah to Q to get inside the hall, and me myself go and find my friends. then we have to Q also folllowing our numbers..

skip this part.. i'm mad happy yesterday but we were so tired due to not eating.. when we're home.. abah sleep first in front of tv..then later.. i sleep in my room.. along and abang hafiz came that nite, and we have wondeful dinner and they congratule me.. then they went back home..
wake up early at 5.30 and when back to jb at 6.45... huuu... I'm gald i'm back!!

Current mood ~~Confused.
Current song~~ TVXQ-Survivor

Okey, few minutes before i left.. balik kampung.. tomorrow is graduation day.. i'm nervous for no reason.. i always did that.. anyway.. i'm sure i will make it.. FIGHTING!!!

so, no post from me maybe for 2 or 3 day...

I will survive!!!

just brought high heel today.. don't feel like wearing it. lol
looks like to matured? hoho..i'm not ready to be matured.. i still in love with teenagers life.. i must forgot that i'm in my 20's now.. doh!

but, everthing must have the beginning,rite?
so, weather i'm ready or not.. i must learn to be matured.. in evrything... no more joking around.. ( sigh! that's habit for me to be funny...), no more fooling around.. ( no way, i can't survive without it).. maybe matured in fashion, i supposed?

speaking of fashion, i do SUCK!! haha.. i'm not a fashion's follower.. yeah, i do imagine myself in stylish looking shirt and jeans but i can't afford it in so many way.. especially money..

speaking of money.. i just get my payment today for being maid.. mom give me RM400.
i said to her.. " It's not even a month, mother." then she reply. "it's for you to buy present for your friends at convo." then i answer back, " Yeah, like i gonna give anything for my friend." ( Not that i don't care about my frens but going with father will surely result in 'bye-bye fren.. my father want to leave now, so must go.. see you next semester.. have to leave now..dada')

anyway, i took the money.. hehe, or mom will take back... hmm.. money..new beginning...

another beginning for me.. the love toward DBSK.. (i noticed that i'm easily falling in love and easily ditch the old one since i get a new one.. before this is BIGBANG.. now DBSK... lol ).

i swear i fall in love with the guys not because of the song or the member which have cute and handsome and also beautiful face..but i love the way they act in 'Dangerous Love'. it's a Banjun Drama.. that's it when i started to fall in love with DBSK.. it's a new beginning for me...

okay, i talked nonsence, rite... i should stop now...

anyway, make sure to listen TVXQ-Begin... nice ballad song which have powerful meaning...

hoho.. i'm addicted to fan fiction rite now.. 'sigh'

i'm glad i red it.. improved my english and i can learn how to wrote one..huhu.. but i noticed that overseas fan finction always rated pg and above.. haha.. i wonder why.. got a bit romantic part but anyhow it didn't went far.. i make sure i skip one if i get into. ' maybe reading it wouldn't be a harm, rite?'

so, i wonder if i could wrote one.. maybe.. i seem to be lack of time.. due to youtube that get me glued in front of this laptop for 16 hours and i could only sleep for 8 hour (that's more than enough,rite? lol' and due to obsession of this wonderful group..DBSK/TVXQ or tohoshinki.. i'm addicted!! did i mention i downloaded all the video that have DBSK in it.. woah!! i suprised myself too..

yah, jungie~ah... better control yourself... or you might end up being naughty due to drooling over DBSK.. haha..

xoxo

i'm bored.. i don't think i want to attend the graduation ceremony this friday.. since only my dad will accompany me coz lil sis have exam.. and i still couldnt figured out what to wear.. and i have to wear high heel? hurm.. never imagine that.. well, tomorrow it is a must to search for the shoes since it's a necessary to wear it.. haiya, i might fall,maybe,but who cares.. cause graduation wouldnt happen everyday..

i think i should talk more about what seems to bother me so much rite?

haha, rite now there's are so many things that seem to bother me.. but for the first post.. i should just make it simple like this..

xoxo